There's nothing i could say to you!

Before, I've never met you. I just saw some of your writing on a blog, to hear some people mention your name. then I started finding out who you are. I was quite surprised when I saw you send a short message on my blog. that was a long time ago message you send, but I've seen it. I immediately responded with a vengeance. hahaha I'm just kidding.

then a few days later you commented on my writing I had just shared. I am hopeful reply your comment and wish you fast to reply. but do you realize that I was waiting for your reply? and until now you never go back.

at night that week, I saw you. just staring at you from a distance, I don't know if you can see my presence there. The next week, I came back. but I dont know, I find the point of saturation.

I dont know, there's nothing i could say to you. Just think of me only a handful of people who find out about you, and I give up here.

I know you're hiding a lot of things in your writing. you're just trying to be happy in your circumstances like this. I also know, actually you never cared about me, or her, or them, or anyone, or anything.

and the saddest fear comes creeping in your heart, that you afraid to lose all you got now. 

i wanna do unthinkable of you again !